The problem with an ACD is that it treats me as if I did something wrong and they are trying to give me a way out or some sort of leniency. Well, I didn't do anything wrong. I didn't tell the cops to stop abusing a young man for no reason. They were brutalizing a young man - reason enough!
So my lawyer is basically telling me about the ACD and it's merits. He's not really trying to persuade me or sell me on the ACD. He just knows that my family and I want this to be over and done with. So, he's trying to sugarcoat it for me - make it easier to swallow. But, at the same time, I am no idiot. I know there's a lot more behind the ACD than what I am being told.
Besides the fact that an ACD is almost like a guilty plea, it also acts like a probation period. If I were to get arrested in that 6-month time period, they would be free to bring the case back up. With the stigma of accepting an ACD, I am almost guaranteed to be found guilty on all charges. I can see the judge asking me, "If you did nothing wrong, then why did you accept an ACD?" I won't be able to give a "good enough" answer to that question. Maybe I am a bit paranoid. But, this is still America and a man with my complexion doesn't get the luxury of being believed especially over white officers.
So, NO! I won't be accepting anything less than a complete dismissal.
But, there is even more behind the ACD. If I take this deal, I get to act as if nothing happened. I get to go back to the way things were. But, a lot happened. I had 24 hours of my life taken away. Those officers DID abuse that guy. They knocked three teeth out of his mouth, swelled up his eye, and that's just what's visible. So, how can I act as if nothing happened? How can I act as if things are back to the way they were? If I took the ACD, will that boy's teeth suddenly come back? Will the mace suddenly go back into the officers can? Will I get my 24 hours back? Will I get the money I spent on the lawyer back? Nope!
So, I got to thinking. The DA did get a chance to speak with this officer finally. The way these people made me out to look in their police report, the best they can come up with is an ACD!?! Shit! Allegedly, I was HANGING out of my window, I started a frigging riot, and I assaulted an officer of the law. They offer me an ACD? Yeah.. fuckin.. right! It sounds more like they are interested in sweeping me under the rug so no one could ever hear about what really happened that day. It's not like I need a whole lot of proof in the matter - just ask the guy they beat up to smile.
ACD is the perfect "get rid of a nigger" ticket they can use. My lawyer even told me they don't give ACD's out that often. If they got you, THEY GOT YOU! They aren't making deals. If they don't, they don't. They let it go! But, in cases like this where it can be far reaching, they make these kinds of offers. They know I am no dummy and they know the shit they said won't stand up against me. This is like chess to me right now! Their offense is too weak and their defense has too many holes. But, I never strike until I see a strategy form. Right now, I put them in a funny position. They can either tip the king - offer the dismissal. Or, they can try to move elsewhere - take it to trial and hope for the best.
We'll see!